Џон О'Донохоу за музику каже да је она рођена сестра тишине, док чувени диригент мађарског порекла, Џорџ Соти, пред смрт изјављује како је све више опчињен тишином која почива у сржи музике представљајући њену постојану основу.
О тајинственом путу ступања и иступања из тишине на најупечатљивији, мени познат, начин говори Дејвид Вајт (2. новембар 1955) у својим двама поемама објављеим у збирци песама Everything is Waiting for You.
SLIGO GLEN:
WALKING INTO SILENCE
Imagine a path before you
and imagine as you walk it
the path worn deeper and deeper
into the ground so that
as it beckons you further
into the narrow valley and
under the roof of spreading trees,
the sides of the path
rear up to hold you
and enclose you and the walls
of this path are write stone covered
with ivy and lichen and green moss
and that by walking this path
into the enclosed earth
you had entered a pure,
innocent and hidden silence
for which you realize
amid the noise and tumult
of your own creation,
you had waited years.
Then you would be
in The Glen, near Sligo Town,
at the edge of the sea
about to cross a threshold
into some life
you had once called your own
and as you walked
into the dark mouth
of the valley you could marvel
at the utter,exuberant exclusion
of human sound
and at the shelter extended
by its sombre tree shadowed silence
and in the center of those shadows
penumbral to your own body
you could catch sight above
of clear stars even at midday
and feel reflected
inside you, even though
a troubled surface
an equivalent and burning symmetry
waiting to be read.
And then, as if
that text was being spoken
as you walked
and as if you were listening
yourself from the center
of some silent fire,
and as if from nowhere
and as if from some other correspondance
to your journey into the earth
you could hear in that forgotten script
some old necessity
for which you had been
waiting,long years
and it would beagain
as if the sun
had risen for you
from ashes and from greyness
and blessed you
as you went
shaking off the clinging
flakes of darkness
and in you grew
a clear lighted
view over an open landscape,
and it could be dawn again
and the fields new ploughed
and the larks alive in the minted air,
and you could find in that opening
silence that after all
you had not forgotten
that your memory was true
and that your faith
had been something alive and
therefore deserving of failure,
it was
like everything else in the world
bound to stall and stutter
and go out
to leave you orphaned
and alone in the dark
so that you would look afresh
for the original
light of your own parentage.
To find it new again,
like this.
and imagine as you walk it
the path worn deeper and deeper
into the ground so that
as it beckons you further
into the narrow valley and
under the roof of spreading trees,
the sides of the path
rear up to hold you
and enclose you and the walls
of this path are write stone covered
with ivy and lichen and green moss
and that by walking this path
into the enclosed earth
you had entered a pure,
innocent and hidden silence
for which you realize
amid the noise and tumult
of your own creation,
you had waited years.
Then you would be
in The Glen, near Sligo Town,
at the edge of the sea
about to cross a threshold
into some life
you had once called your own
and as you walked
into the dark mouth
of the valley you could marvel
at the utter,exuberant exclusion
of human sound
and at the shelter extended
by its sombre tree shadowed silence
and in the center of those shadows
penumbral to your own body
you could catch sight above
of clear stars even at midday
and feel reflected
inside you, even though
a troubled surface
an equivalent and burning symmetry
waiting to be read.
And then, as if
that text was being spoken
as you walked
and as if you were listening
yourself from the center
of some silent fire,
and as if from nowhere
and as if from some other correspondance
to your journey into the earth
you could hear in that forgotten script
some old necessity
for which you had been
waiting,long years
and it would beagain
as if the sun
had risen for you
from ashes and from greyness
and blessed you
as you went
shaking off the clinging
flakes of darkness
and in you grew
a clear lighted
view over an open landscape,
and it could be dawn again
and the fields new ploughed
and the larks alive in the minted air,
and you could find in that opening
silence that after all
you had not forgotten
that your memory was true
and that your faith
had been something alive and
therefore deserving of failure,
it was
like everything else in the world
bound to stall and stutter
and go out
to leave you orphaned
and alone in the dark
so that you would look afresh
for the original
light of your own parentage.
To find it new again,
like this.
SLIGO GLEN:WALKING OUT OF SILENCE
Препоручујемо читање целе збирке песама Everything is Waiting for You коју можете допунити изванредно лепим размишљањем Џона О'Донохуа о аскетском животу.And then, after,when you'd turned backby the way you came,back towardthe mouth of the Glenyou'd enterednoisily just as hour before,calling to the othersand you reached again,but this time alonethe invisible linewhereyou could mark exactlywhen you began to hearthe sounds of the roadand the machines and the blankcries of everyday commerce,so that for a moment you couldretrace that one single stepback into the Glenand immerse yourselfinstantlyin the quietsource of revelationyou had feltonly a moment before,as if under water,as if slipping backinto the riverof silence running betweenthe tree lined wallsand then you could practiceleaving andreturning in your own body,through your own breath,inward and outward,descending andentering and reentering the silenceand shelter of your ownnarrow valley of aloneness,from interiorityto conversationand back.So that you suddenly realizedyou were giventhe complete and utter giftof your own transparency,the revelation of yourown exact boundary withthe world.The frontierbetween silence and speechexactlythe line you must crossto give yourselfwhile saving yourself,the gleam in your heartand your eye,another sun rising,the old memories aliveafter a long night of absenceand the world againsuddenly worthrisking,worth seeing,worth innocence,worth everything.
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